when you’re expecting the bad
and good happens
when you’re happy
but the situation worsens
when you try to look normal
with a swarm of thoughts inside
when you look funny
with no place for the emotions to hide
when you talk less
and think that you’re talking right
when you talk enough
but it seems to end in a fight
when you try hard
to make things look perfect
when you don’t try at all
and the results are not what you expect
when you look back
and think about all of it
you feel that you’ve lived enough
but need to continue, not quit